Today is my tomorrow....

Following on my blog from yesterday, I am happy to report my faith has been fully restored this morning....  It is a scary situation when you suddenly realize your belief system is in tatters around your feet.  I guess it takes days like yesterday to strengthen your beliefs and help you move on.  

But of course, yesterday was not all bad.  I have 2 rays of sunshine in my life, that from the day they were born, created this happy place in my heart.  Even if my day should start badly, a phone call, a whats-app or even a G-talk message, gets the happy place racing. And true to form, number 1 on G-talk started the swing from downright miserable to a bit of a jog .  Then the whats-app from no 2 to spend the afternoon with her, just completed the pendulum and once again the day was in full swing.

Isn't it amazing when your pendulum is in full swing how it can affects your entire persona.  It is not easy to motivate oneself when you get out of bed with a heavy heart.  We turn to many things, such as chemicals and medication to help us through tough spots but, is it the right thing to do?  Should we not dig deep into our inner self to ensure our motivation comes from higher powers rather than from a 'bottle'?   Working for myself, I have a permanent struggle to keep myself on the right path.  There is no set routine and no 'job' to get up and get dressed for.  I constantly look for affirmation to keep me moving in the right direction.  Thank goodness for my good friend Google.  From there I draw my strength every morning.  Its crazy to think that I type in my needs or thoughts and I get hundreds of messages or images to choose from.  Then there is always one that stands out, I take that as my sign to get my day started, and the creativity flows from there..... 

I end my thoughts for today with the following: