It's time for me.

You know, over the years I have heard this statement many a times.  But it is strange how one says one thing and then does totally the opposite.  Now, as a mother, and yes they all grown up, your time is never your own....  you are forever putting your kids first... and that's a fact!

So, at 50 + 2, and realising right now, what a perk this is....  I actually can do this.  I can now do what's best for me?  Can I?  Well I am going to try very hard.....  untill that little voice  says.....
Mom..... MOm...... MOM........... MOOOMMMMMM..... oh boy, can I do this?  Do I want to do this?

Not really!  I am a mom first, and then I am me, its a choice I made 30 years ago and there will never be any regrets.  So I am going to give it a whirl, babysteps on becoming an independent ME!

 But always with 2 attachments ... because that is just who I am!